5 months ago this woman had a baby, I officially hate her. How is this possible? It took me 2 years to lose the "baby" weight. I know its supposed to be happy Wednesday, but I think I woke up on the wrong side of the bed. I did boot camp yesterday and every muscle in my body is screaming at me. I thought I'd get on the elliptical this morning but I'm still sitting here in my sweats surfing the internet and reading other mom blogs. I walked my son and the puppy to school, bad idea. It is so incredibly windy I thought all 3 of us would be blown away. The puppy doesn't heel like he does with the pilot which is very frustrating. Then I come home and see this 2.5 million dollar bra on this woman who just had a baby!! Not my morning. I told my friend that it is so frustrating the amount of effort it takes for me to just lose a pound. And that most of the time I'm really ok with my body, until I see some skinny girl. She said we should work on not being jealous. Thats a thought, probably a good one but right now my grumpiness seems to want to sabotage my entire day. Yesterday we went to whole foods for lunch, I thought I'd eat something healthy for lunch. I had a big fat burrito and you know what?? It was awesome, every single bite. I guess it comes down to what I'm willing to sacrifice. I've been working out 5 to 6 times a week. And trust me I'm no where near looking like Miss Victoria Secret model. I need to get off the internet and do something productive. I need to take a break from feeling bad about my body. "They" say we should focus on the things we like about ourselves, I like my arms they don't jiggle. I like my curly hair, which really isn't part of my body image but I need something positive today. No happy quote today, maybe tomorrow I'll wake up in a better mood. I sure hope so.....
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